so if anyone has any links on how to organize a move, or better packing, please share. that is going to scare the shit out of me until this is over with, no matter the outcome. i have nightmares about the move out here to this day.
i know i can pack up my books and my skinny clothes and my CDs and movies first and all of that, it is when it gets down to stuff that can't be categorized. Jesus Christ why did i make no friends here? if we go or stay i need to remedy that.
doc asked me tonight if i was going to be okay if we leave and i told him i can't wait to get the fuck out of this place. i should have known any place my parents are is poisoned. i'll never be happy under their shadow.