Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers
cydniey

i've never been in traffic before and wanted to get out of the car and run. for about 20 minutes yesterday we were sandwhiched in between a semi and a semi sized motor home. i knew, i just knew that someone was going to slam into the motorhome behind us and make us freeway spam.

that was after the 15 minute certainty that the apartment was on fire.

then there was the anticipation of going into a store and the terror that my mom would be in there and i would lose it and get hauled away.

shit howdy. i am not to leave the house without having first taken the appropriate medication. Ever.

by the time we got home i was exhausted. i wish i'd had my camera, there was stuff i'd never seen before. that will teach me. if ever i leave my camera at home, i always find the coolest stuff to photograph.

but now i have a paper poker and a metal screw awl and eyelet placers to play with. as well as the everlasting task of the bottle caps. sand paint sand gloss glue inset resin cure.
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