i have to give her some credit, now that i see it from my side
not too much, i still agree with her that she had no business having children
and i'm sure she regrets not aborting me
but i've been that age now too
i don't know how our parents did it so young, or why in the world they wanted to
i know i was an accident, but the others weren't, they were adopted
i wonder now if she's always been sick like me
and how she did some of the things she did
and i've stopped wondering why she did a lot of the things she did
and i am again grateful that i have cats.