cydniey

happy birthday littlone

happy birthday jloopy!!

we should get together sometime, yeah?

i just got a voicemail from yesterday, my mom called and wished me a happy birthday. i'm on the verge of weeping. doc is seething and making lunch.

we ordered food last night after midnight, after doc got home. there's a pizza place that delivers late.

today he stayed home with me to celebrate my birthday. holidays last a week or so here.

i'm all conflicted about being 40. not breakdown conflicted, just thoughtful.

thanks for all the birthday greetings, they all made me smile.

my 40th birthday is coming up on may 19th and i expect much wailing. i love presents, they don't have to be expensive, a postcard or if you want to go for the $30 thing, there is my wishlist at amazon.com i've revamped it with computer stuff, since i need computer stuff. no candy, or food because of my teeth.i'm down to yogurt and slimfast.

but i want presents. if you live near me, i want visitors. i want i want. this is a big birthday for me i never thought i'd make it through my thirty's.how many of my friends thought the same thing, and it came true. i stayed badass and took help when i needed it, so many didn't. i'd get a tattoo if i had the money. someday.

back to birthday gifts, make me something if you want. i just love presents, i love opening envelopes. AMB used to send me big envelopes full of cosmetic samples and pictures to use in my collages. i loved getting mail from her, they were like my birthday. see? i'm easily satisfied and entertained. empty journals are always a hit and around $10-$20 at barne's and noble. and girly pink things, i look butch, but i like girly things.

may 19th, 40th birthday.

thank you for reading this far.

happy birthday to fatwizard and webdiva

happy birthday markw!!!!!!

happy birthday beyondnever!!!!